Saturday, November 2, 2013 at 8:29 PM with ≡
i seriously screwed this one up, big time.
i really don't understand what was i thinking back then .. lol. Yeap, it's obvious, blogging about something i regret. I guess this is the biggest regret of the year and probably next year and the year after next.
Seriously.
I know 2 years ago, because of that incident i changed a lot. It also changed my view regarding relationship a lot. And i guess this time round, i overthought.
If things were to end this way, iy's all my fault. I can't blame anyone. It's really my fault. I don't know what to do. I keep contradicting myself; can't make any decision.
So screwed.
Why can't i be more honest.
Why can't i be more normal.
Why did i do that that time.
Why did i think too much.
Why am i regretting now.
Why can't i open up to people and when i did, why some decided to leave.
Why is it so hard for me to trust people.
Why can't i blame anyone.
Why do i like to keep everything to myself.
I seriously want to disappear for awhile.
i really don't understand what was i thinking back then .. lol. Yeap, it's obvious, blogging about something i regret. I guess this is the biggest regret of the year and probably next year and the year after next.
Seriously.
I know 2 years ago, because of that incident i changed a lot. It also changed my view regarding relationship a lot. And i guess this time round, i overthought.
If things were to end this way, iy's all my fault. I can't blame anyone. It's really my fault. I don't know what to do. I keep contradicting myself; can't make any decision.
So screwed.
Why can't i be more honest.
Why can't i be more normal.
Why did i do that that time.
Why did i think too much.
Why am i regretting now.
Why can't i open up to people and when i did, why some decided to leave.
Why is it so hard for me to trust people.
Why can't i blame anyone.
Why do i like to keep everything to myself.
I seriously want to disappear for awhile.